(not an) internal memo*

since i made silence as a shield,
i hope my sincerity goes to you.
until this path comes to an end.

now, i won't scare you away.
but someday if i can't figure it out,
i will rewrite my story,
to win my life back,
to love myself more in another page of the book.

i wish you read something i wrote clearly, some other day.
i long to become the sweetest lullaby.

xx,
a.

*again