it’s hard to stand on my own feet

this world seems so unfair, once i tried my best to become less selfish and let others win by giving them a second chance. all i’ve got was nothing but a shiz. they left. found their happiness on the other places. and here i am, being left out in sadness and mourning over them, crying myself to sleep almost every night. 

this world seems so blue, i even felt sorry for something i know nothing about, when all i have to think about is myself. how come i pay attention to everything that will left some scars on me, some other day? oh if only i knew.

it's hard to stand on my own feet, the world is too busy saving everyone else but me.

oh my dearest self, find your happiness by standing tall and firm. make your vision clear and concise. just keep going, because you have to save yourself.